SO Mean

So my every school life is repeated as much as it could, it makes me feel sick.
I had no idea about my friends. I thought they were TRUE friends, but actually not. I thought there is no betray but there was. I thought both of us know what we are thinking but we dont actually.

I know that true friends they are the only true friends. After few years, they are still beside me. And the most important key to let made this success, I guest it is the my another way of communicate.
So now, I know that I'm totally suck in communicate. Who knows? That I dont even know how express myself in front of them. I couldn't speak honestly based on what my heart tell, but I could write.It meant sometimes, I hate to explain rather than writing a letter.

I always be honest and sincere in letter.

The way I spoke to my friends it might sounds sarcastically , sometimes. Then I figured, I only did that to my sincere friends. I cared about them, and I told them what my heart told, even though it might be mean. So mean am I.

Horoscope told me that I will be alone ....um the situation like no matter what.
Never mind, I will be ok.



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I wish i could curse (......) you like I always do, but I cant because we were friends once.
Wish you and I have a good life.